Sunday, December 02, 2007

Later

December 1st would've been a lovely, easy-to-remember birthday, but alas, that was NOT the birthday of our baby. December 2nd doesn't appear to be shaping up as her birthday either. This baby is officially 5 days late, and I'm feeling pretty damn down about it now. The waiting around trying to come up with busy work is hard. The pelvic pain, waddling, hormonal grumpiness, and water retention make it suck.

Husband and I thought she might be coming Friday night. I had pretty intense contractions starting at 9:45 pm, and since the midwife had stripped my membranes that afternoon it felt like things were happening down there. The contractions were 9 minutes apart and about a minute and a half long for two hours...and then just stopped. At the time, I was sorta grateful because I'd been up since 3:30 that morning, just unable to go back to sleep. I was exhausted, thinking it probably wouldn't go well with me that tired. I decided to lie down to rest and started falling asleep between contractions. Finally they must have just stopped coming and I stayed asleep. I woke up the next morning thinking, "Shit! I shouldn't have lay down! Maybe I could've kept it going!" But maybe I couldn't have. Probably I couldn't have. If I had any control over labor I would've had this baby a couple of weeks ago.

Anyways. It'll be exciting to meet this new little girl and see what she looks like and all. But really all I can think are more selfish thoughts about how much I want not to be pregnant anymore.

7 comments:

Joan said...

She will be showing up soon. I think she will have an attitude and always be late.

Mama D said...

She's on her way, I know it!

Beth said...

I'm telling you now...she will be born on my birthday! Tomorrow!!! Dec, 4th! I can feel it!

cubmommy said...

Since she has made you wait this long I hope you have a quick labor and delivery.

Come out little baby give your mama a break!!!!!

marci said...

Hi Kim, I'm thinking of you guys and praying for an easy birth and happy, healthy mama and baby. And you may not be able to truly be happy and excited about the baby until she's in your arms! (I know that for long periods during my labor I completely forgot about the baby - so distracted was I by the, um, novel sensations involved.)

Devilish Southern Belle said...

Wow......what's she waiting for?

Manhattan Mama said...

Today feels like a good day to me too! Sending some kick start thoughts to you RIGHT NOW!